Real Life

Sometimes I feel like I can’t do nothing to make me feel better… then I think of you and all the good memories rush back at me like a thunderstorm and I miss you, so much and then finally I feel good for like two seconds and it is all worted, those two seconds are my World. But then I remember how away you were that afternoon when I cried and you did nothing, you didn’t even try, and those two seconds cost me a ten minutes of misery… and the cycle begins again and I hate it… I see you and I miss you but my future with you is that there is no future, crazy family, crazy life, horrible mom obsession. I hate it, life is so impossible sometimes, especially when you know that something can be so perfect but circumstances take it away… very far away.